A coke whoring smile? What?

I'm betting that was read to me wrong. At least, I sincerely hope so. Because if you're advertising that you're a coke whore, you must be in worse shape that even I thought. Of course...you might be willing to advertise it, so who knows. Or it might be that you drink so much coke, or used so much coke once upon a time that maybe that was just the natural state of things, so coke and smiles go hand in hand. Far be it from me to knock anyone for thinking that a smile with coke is wrong?

Meh. I'm kind of feeling under the weather, so I'm a little bit out of it, and I might kind of be rambling around in a circle, and thought that a coke whoring smile struck me as funny. Almost as funny as being begged to stop whatever the hell it is that I'm supposedly doing these days. Although I hear that's been changed back to the very satisfied back in business, or whatever the fuck it's set to right now. I should probably go look, except that I don't know what her last name is, and I don't have her as a friend. Ah, well. Too bad, so sad, etc.

Well, I got sent home from school on Saturday, due to a slight case of being green, and contagious. That was, um. Saturday morning at around 9 a.m. Then it was around Sunday noon, when I was awake again. There were sixteen missed calls on my phone. I guess people noticed I was missing? I returned those. Brody brought me pot pie, which I'm currently eating, (it's very nom nom nom, btw) and I've drank about four pots of tea, and about a quart of Gatorade, which is nasty, but is at least replacing fluid. And I'm not throwing up, which is good.

If I'm not feeling completely like a human by Tuesday, I'll take my ass down to St. Agnes, and let them do their trick with IVs and drugs, etc. So everyone can stop worrying, and calling people who *should not be bothered*. Okay? Danny, I apologize, as I have no doubt you still read this, and it won't happen again. I yelled, and made it very clear that no one should have gotten hold of you in the first place. Everyone definitely gets the point now. And Phillip? Good call on the whole changing of your phone number thing. I'm guessing at this point Danny probably wishes he could, except that his is a work assigned number.

For future reference? No matter how worried any of you guys get about me? If I say I'm not feeling well, and I'm going to sleep? I'll be sleeping for possibly several *days*. It might take that long for me to resurface. Don't go thinking I've died. I know how to take care of myself. If I thought I was in imminent danger, I would have gone directly to the hospital, not to bed. I'm not stupid, alright? In much the same way if I figure I'm not going to get any better within a couple of days, I'll haul my ass to the hospital then. I'm not a complete idiot, and I'm aware there's no one here to take care of me. I do just fine on my own these days. Stop worrying. I appreciate the idea, but I'll be fine.

Now, what was I saying before I veered off into being sick? Oh, yeah. Pot pie. Thanks Brody. It was good, and now, I'm gonna go read a couple of chapters for Speech, take the quizzes, and probably go back to sleep, which means I will most likely not be answering the phone again. G'nite.

June 30th horoscopes

Horoscope: June 30
June 30, 2008


Aries (March 21-April 19): You might be micromanaging work that really doesn't require that kind of attention. When you let go a little, a rush of energy sweeps you up into the bigger picture.

Taurus (April 20-May 20): You recognize the physical results of your thoughts. You can even see how your body is an expression of your consciousness. This state of heightened awareness is becoming your normal mode of operation.

Gemini (May 21-June 21): The whole story has not been told because anyone involved in the story is capable of seeing things only from their own narrow view. Therefore, no one is to be believed, at least not 100%.

Cancer (June 22-July 22): To you, the good times are like a tide -- they roll in, they roll out. And don't forget, your guiding luminary, the moon, controls those tides, much like you control your life.

Leo (July 23-Aug. 22): You're spending more money than you thought you would. The outflow of funds will be balanced by a stroke of luck this afternoon. Focus on the value of things instead of the cost.

Virgo (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Your work is getting better and you're enjoying it more. When you do not approve of a situation, do the opposite of what you want to do, which is criticize. Go forward with praise for what is going right.

Libra (Sept. 23-Oct. 23): The winds of change don't always upset things. And in your case, they might actually tidy up a bit for you. Watch as a daunting task or pernicious issue simply blows away.

Scorpio (Oct. 24-Nov. 21): There's a reason it's called a "perfect" stranger. People you don't know are a blank slate. You can be anyone you want to be and there's a good chance they will believe.

Sagittarius (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): This is no ordinary world. There are mystical creatures that walk among the regular ones. You interact with them in your own creative way.

Capricorn (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): The only useful information is accurate information. Check your sources and find out what their sources are. You'll soon be able to use what you learned to turn a profit.

Aquarius (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): Taking offense or being critical only weighs you down. The right attitude is a light attitude. You can find the positive answer to even a negatively slanted question.

Pisces (Feb. 19-March 20): Get your stuff organized, and your thoughts become more manageable too. Tonight, you have an announcement and you deliver it with great style.